It's 2:58. Morning's like these, products of nights that refuse to leave I hate these in-betweens. All I can do is express, then suppress, It makes me sick. Each step seems to regress the earlier adventure. Say less, Learning more of the mess. bubbling up, exploding out of me. Yet, always privately. If I ever expressed everything; I suspect they'd all leave. It's better to be bright and happy, beaming neutrality, what do you need? that's who ... View Post
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:the quality or state of being suited to the end in view.
Expedience External obedience. Having the end in sight, No need to fight. have it together. Yes, expedience. Expedience seems to be the key. Make a plan, pretend that makes it real. Make a plan, pretend that means close to the end. Or the beginning. Yet, never winning. My solid plan leaves me spinning, spiraling to some meaning- it all feels like there is no meaning. Meaningless. Meaningless. Emptiness. Regretting my mess. Expedience. I ... View Post