Today
thoughts are as thin as dandelion fluff
scattered.
Excitedable
prone to wander with the wind.
Finally, its confirmed; my next step.
Inside, I’m a flutter.
Squirming. Unsettled.
I can barely contain my excitement with these walls of flesh.
I can’t hold cohesion down
Every movement impulse buzzing
and escaping.
Pure joy.
Ecstasy is closer to the truth.
The tenuous grasp I had on control completely snapped.
I shall burst with the addition of anything more.
I don’t even care how crazy I look.
Everything is going my way.
Normally, I would say; how will the low be?
But,
I don’t care.
Not a bit.
My world feels like sunshine and tastes like a perfect fall afternoon.
I’m unstoppable.
Perhaps, that’s not such a great thing.
Reality tells me calm down, but everything else says BURST
BURST
why not?
Every once in a while,
never hurt you child.
One thought I have,
I’m supposed to be an adult.
But I never was a very serious one in the first place.
Yet, I do have to come down.
My studies beckon,
as explosive as I feel,
I won’t be brash.
Yet I might just implode from the effort.
Alas,
All the rest is just tangled wires.
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